Love = Broken Heart

Hot gossips?!

2009-09-27T05:49:00.000-07:00

Earth-lings!! (:

There's a blog that posts random gossips about the Fuchun students. It says that, that blog is made for fun. Well, let me tell you Someone, gossip is never fun! And please!! Delete that blog! It will just make you look like a loser. Going after everyone in school! Isn't that one way of trying hard to be cool? Excuse me! And gosh. My crew, The 7Teens, we just started! And if you are expecting something more that of what we had presented last teacher's day or from the Sho' Case (As that's the pic you used in your blog), why not teach us? You just don't TALK about us. Show us what you got! I bet you are not just like Azhar. And speaking of one of our members, Irsyad, what if he's having an affair with a guy? What if he's a gay? Are you damn jealous that you need to put as a gossip? Why don't you just respect as what he is? KEEP YOUR BLOODY MOUTH SHUT. Why don't you just keep everything you hear to yourself! Is it very difficult for you to do? Well, if you need help I would be really glad to help you. Btw, if you see any red-ties councillors smoking, why not post it in your f***ing blog or WHY NOT JUST SHOW IT TO US since you are so boastful about it. Dang. ENOUGH SAID.

Hella' Week.

2009-07-23T09:24:00.000-07:00

Heya, earth-lings!

I'm back again for some hot news. LOL Not really hot news. It's just my.. opinions? Doubts? Argh. Who cares? NOBODY cares. DUH?! Dumb ass. Anyway, I've been really uber-super-to-the-nth-power busy lately. "MY" crew (or is it? IRSYADDDDDD!) and I are gonna have a dance (hip hop) competition this Saturday (25 July),actually tomorrow as it is now 1am of Friday (24 July) and I've just finished my sixth version of our mix. I'm seriously worried for the group as we had been practising everyday for ONLY 1 week. It is really not enough. But, hey, look at the brighter side! We're gonna experience some real stuff which is outside school. (: Isn't that cool? (SAY IT'S COOL OR ELSE..... WATCH OUT!)

However, after a while I've noticed some changes with my friend. TAKE NOTE IT IS SINGULAR. She seems to be.. changing everyday. Since when our sitting plan was changed. She seems to leave me hanging in the air or something. I won't dare to say it to her as I know she would give me the what-the-hell-is-she-talking-about look. On the other hand, she might have a reasonable answer,too. Like, "because you're busy with your dance thingy or some sort." I tried to talk to her but she is always busy having fun with her "companion". I wouldn't just poke my finger into the sun just like that,right? Seriously, I really wanted to talk to her about this, but some part of me is telling that I shouldn't cos I know what will be the outcome. Just like what she did in LTC. I thought I know her but I guess I don't. AT ALL. Oh well, when she sees this, I hope she knows how to choose who her true friends are.

PEACE
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AYG Hangover!

2009-07-09T04:44:00.000-07:00

Heya earth-lings,

AYG's officially over and I really miss it a lot. ): But besides the fun we've shared i also miss my "Thai" guy! :DD OMG. He's really cute! Ahaha! Can't stop talking about him! :DD Cheeky,I know!

We really had a lot of fun even before the AYG had officially open! Because of the dry run! :DD Aww, I really miss the moments as I type this words out. The feelings we had the first time we are gonna usher the swimmers to the FOP ( Field of Play), was really scary! The worst part was that it was live! We can't be bother to make any mistakes along the way. The pictures in my head just couldn't be describe in words. Hope ya'll understand! D:

Now,everyone's back to school, its a bit sad to think that its been 1 week since we started our duties. The days just really passed like seconds. If I could just go back there. Or see it over again just like a movie. I would be really contented! I'm really looking forward to YOG though there's a possibility that we won't be able to participate as next year will be our O Levels. ):

Til here,people! Imma put myself into study mode now! BYEEE.

PEACE
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LOVE

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Layback Day:)

2009-06-29T03:05:00.000-07:00

Heya, earth-lings!

Since today is the first day of semester two (29 June),I seriously hate it. Though I kinda enjoy and was not really that bored,I am still not really in the mood for some serious work. I CAN'T EVEN DO MY COMPETITION PIECES (story about the Olympic values and a poem)!! And the deadline for both of it is tomorrow(30 June)! My brain isn't just really working and it's freaking cold right now. I am not sure whether it is gonna rain or not. I already drank two cups of coffee. OMG! I'm getting some caffeine-rush now. (Sounds wrong!) Cos I can't sit still. :DD

Anyway,I'm gonna talk about what happened in school today,(Can't think of other things to put here! MY BAD!) Mr. Foo changed our sitting plan! YES,that's right. So me,Julaina and Lily were separated! ): Julaina will be sitting with Vaheeni and Lily will sit with, err, I can't remember! And I will be sitting with Jia Yu right in front of the teacher's table! MY, MY. How lucky of us! (Of course,I'm joking!) And behind me is Mr. Abdul Khairi Bin Jalil and Mr. Jbrien Barcoma! Oh God,this is gonna be a terrible term for me! LOL Though Mr. Paolo Antonio Santos Alcones( HA! I KNOW HIS FULL NAME! >:D) will be near to me, I don't think it will be as fun as when I'm sitting with Julaina! Aww. Imma miss her! ): I think I need to do some migrating every now and then near to her place! Ahaha:D I hope my teachers wouldn't catch me! Though I know they will. =/

During lunch time, I saw Mrs. Loy and she told me she needs to give me something, as I missed all the remedial during the holidays because I had to attend SLC, and this "something" are maths worksheets. DAMN. More work for me. ARGH. Here comes the stress, here comes the stress. I need to hire someone to train me in having time management! ANYONE? :S

Anyway, I think I better get started with the last few homeworks that I have. But some of them, I really know the answers, I just couldn't write them. Hmm.. Something's wrong with the pen, I guess! :DDDDD

BYEEEEE, guys!

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LOVE

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SLC Gathering!

2009-06-25T09:01:00.000-07:00

Heya, earth-lings!

How are ya'll doing? If you'll ask me,I would tell you that "MY WHOLE BODY'S ACHING!" Yes,it is. Too much cycling I guess. Ahaha:) And bowling,too! :D Oh,if you still don't know what I'm talking about, (assuming your blind and didn't see the post title) it is about the SLC gathering last 24th June (Wed). It was like a double celebration! As I know,Ashraf's birthday is coming this monday and they gave him a gift! A VERY AWESOME GIFT! :DD It's probably the best present ever for Ashraf! :) I hope he likes it!

The bowling part is what I really liked! :D Not because I had double strike and Nick called me "Jeth the master striker" on one of his pictures in Facebook, it is because everybody really played! And of course, enjoyed themselves! :D And i wanna go and play bowling with them again! It was really really really fun!! :)

I reached home at 11pm! Because of the goddamn bus! It was really slow. It was like from Marsiling to Woodlands interchange, it took him to 15-20min to drive while the normal bus could just reach the interchange by 5-10min!!! I didn't got a scolding from my sis or from my bro-in-law as I expected. This is because my bro wasn't home yet and I told my sis that the bus was really super slow!

As soon as i finished cleaning up myself, I went online for a while to see if I got some important emails,but then there's wasn't. Farisya,my new friend, chatted with me for a while. I wouldn't elaborate more on that! It's between me and her! HA! :D And then,I couldn't take it anymore; my eyes were closing already so I said goodnight to her. As soon as I hit the bed,I was fast asleep (and maybe snoring! But I don't think I snore too loud even if I were really tired!) I woke up at 11am this morning! HA! And i couldn't move. BECAUSE MY BODY WAS REALLY ACHING!!! ):

Oh well, Imma sleep now. :D Goodnight earth-lings! Sweet dreams!! :DD

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LOVE

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BOO YA! (:

2009-06-23T07:48:00.000-07:00

Heya, earth-lings! :D

I'm darn back to Earth! Ahaha:)) Been away for 2 months! (What I mean is the updating of this blog!) And it's been HELL! Life's certainly is no joke! OMG. What the hell am I now saying? I've been "depressed" between this two months. And this was because I've been failing my studies!! ): I know what caused it. It was Julaina who pointed it out right in front of my face! I was more focused in the leadership thingy and I wasn't paying much attention on my studies. And most of all,POOR TIME MANAGEMENT! I surely suck at it. D:

Imma go somewhere tomorrow so Imma stop now! Ahaha:DD Gonna put on some more updates as soon as I got free time! Tata!

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awake again! =DD

2009-04-18T05:57:00.000-07:00

oh my,oh my.. just came back from the dead! LOL anyway,im so darn busy the previous weeks and of course, lots of things happend; frustation,happiness, nervousness,etc. :DD maybe i should start with the science elementz first.

science elements: if you do not know, its a competition within the northzone (i think) and we were included there (i mean the school) and so we came up with this project (not really.. a modified one,i should say) but we didnt win.. it's because its not really our won project.. i mean, we just edited it and we did the experiments just a few weeks before the presentation. i mean,cmon! "she" thought we can do it?! answering the questions from the judges were like "wow". it's because we really didnt do THAT experiment!! we didnt even research,for goodness' sake!! argh. i should stop this before i could say more bad things! :DD

investiture: well,it went well for the 2 consecutive days (assembly monday and tues). there were some students from other school as well. we tried our best to mingle with them:DD the monday investiture was the presentation for science elements as well:D not much to say so MOVE ON!

history project: well, this is the most exciting and TIRING project ever besides geography:D well,we really have fun doing it,i mean FILMING it! those laughter and frustrations about taking one scene for millions of times!! it was just "whew"! and we are all hoping that we could get to the finals!! :D we really pray so!!

choir: oh well, SYF's just around the corner.. we are going to perform on tuesday (21 april) we are hoping to get at least bronze and not COP.. we are gonna perform the first time but we really hope that we get something to be proud of at the first time!! so please,pray for us!! aites? :D

i will be posting some updates after the mid-yr exams as i really need to focus on my studies! I REALLY REALLY NEED TO!!

so long,people! ;]]

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NWSP

2009-03-28T19:05:00.000-07:00

NWSP stands for National Weather Study Project. Yop, we are doing that. And who's that "we"? Haha. Okay,it's me,Julaina,Esther,Joey and Nazirah. It is our geography project (though Julaina's a history student!) During this whole weekend,we are just going to do because its deadline is on Tuesday already. So we need to give everything now. We are excused in our homeworks,by the way, so we can focus on our work. How cool, eh? :DD And,of course, or mentor is Mr. Mark (pss.. Special mention) lolz

Anyway, I just dropped some updates and i better continue my report now or else im really dead! :DD
Got to go, People! :))

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first day of term 2.

2009-03-23T04:41:00.000-07:00

it's first day of term 2 and it's no ordinary day! syazana already started campaigning for the presidential election. tomorrow will be khairi's turn to campaign and then faiz and then ME! omigosh! :$ and during the assembly,god, i was so embarrassed.. not really embarrassed,but maybe shy or something.. because Mr. Heikal showed our pictures to the whole upper sec. and probably he'll do that again tomorrow for the lower sec. well,that's how they do it:D

*be sure to vote who you think deserves the position. :DD

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BUSY-bee xD again:))

2009-03-18T09:01:00.000-07:00

sorry for some late updates.. im extremely busy right now. for the whole week,im gonna be at school. it's supposed to be a march HOLIDAYS,right? but how come we are so busy.. hmm.. how ironic is that,huh? lol

anyway.. im been busy doing my "stuff" for this coming election.. "presidential" election.. phew! its my first time.. well,actually the five of us is having it at the first time,DUH!?

im also having my choir thrice this week. but sadly,i wasn't able to attend this wednesday.. i got tons of things to do that's why. so don't think im running away! x))

omg.. we still got some activities for the fuchun primary students.. it's gonna be really a LLLOOOONNNNGGGG day for us. so i gotta hit my bed now! :DD

goodnight,people! :DD

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LOVE

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OUT.

hurt. AGAIN. :((

2009-03-08T06:44:00.000-07:00

I've been trying to cope up not only with my studies but also with my heart. I've been hurt in so many ways. how could i ever survive this battle when i always lose? could someone tell me how to be numb? because i can't take it anymore.. i feel that I've been used by him. if you were in my shoes you'll probably say that he's the one you've been waiting for. but after you confessed,what happened? you'll discover that it's his nature.

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OUT.

free time(:

2009-03-04T04:58:00.000-08:00

thank goodness i got some free time to post some updates! haha x))

anyway,i'll just tell you what happened today. i kinda enjoy the day. especially with julaina:D i made a comment bout her "fucked up face" hahaha.. i won't go by details about that much. i don't want to embarrass her! hahaha X)) just kidding,ju! ya know i still love you,eh? haha:))

and about the interview session with the MOE people.. it wasn't bad after all.. and not as formal as i expected:D and it was fun! haha.. someone admired spiderman (or his uncle,not sure bout that)! for once in my life in fuchun,i felt so proud that im studying there! ahaha. kidding:DD

well,that's all.. tomorrow will be a long day again cos i got choir. huh.. i feel tired already just thinking about what's gonna happen tomorrow.. :(( cos, im gonna get my biology exam paper. well,i hope i pass! (oh,puh-lease!!)

so, i got to go now. bye EARTH-BEINGS!

PEACE
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LOVE

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OUT.

unfortunate events.

2009-03-02T00:53:00.000-08:00

during the exam week (22 - 27 march) some of our exam papers were given. and my grades. huh. FORGET ABOUT IT. i did really bad. it's either just pass or it's just a few scores away from the passing score. huhu.. i feel really really bad. especially with my physics! argh.. and i think that i will have mostly C's on my report book.. but i really promised myself that im gonna back up on my studies. and im really really gonna do it SERIOUSLY. no more wasting time.

today's monday and so,there was assembly. and we performed together with the other performing arts group. for choir,my god. the mics were spoiled. wth? it could be much better if the mics are working. no wonder everyone is looking down on choir.. not really looking down but not as high as what they see the concert band. i myself really like the school band ( except for their conductor,of course X] ). and i think the best (student) conductor i've seen so far is nash! haha.. he's so cool! x))

anyway, i wanted to get some rest for a while.. i think this is the best time because it's raining! haha :DD

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LOVE

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me bords:D

2009-02-15T04:18:00.000-08:00

i miss my friends back in philippines so much! and i think they already forget about me! argh! they said we'll always keep in touch. well maybe its the other way around! how come they are like that? don't they know how i miss them so much? don't they know how im worried everytime they told me they got problem? how i wish i was there with them. if they just know how much it hurts everytime i think of them and try to focus on something with them on my mind. i've tried to keep in touch with them every now and then. though i can't get any answers back,im just trying to understand and consider how busy they are (though im busy as well). if they just really know how much i need their company. :(( they are most likely my everything!!

i miss:

anna santos
joey colet
jape ramos
elaine de ausen
albert adulta

im angry! really. but maybe because i just really miss them. i'll just try to forget that they already forget me or something. instead,i'll think that they are busy and no time to get me into their sched. hmm. i think that's fair enough for my side. i wanted to talk to them really bad. argh. i'll just get on with my life then!!

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it's hearts day:)

2009-02-13T06:34:00.000-08:00

it's friday! muahaha:)) ok nothing's really funny about that. i just wanted to laugh. SO WHAAAATTT??!! lols.

tomorrow's 14 feb. few celebrations to attend to: khairi's birthday, concert of fuchun band in RP and of course, VALENTINES' DAY! hihi.. though i don't have one i'll still celebrate it. who says u can't celebrate it if you are SINGLE? who? ahaha x))

after a week of uber stressful projects. we changed a little bit of our geography proj! and we need to do it fast or else,i don't think we are able to make it on time. and we also changed our science elementz proj. we also need to do the video for our history proj now. oh,god! its so many! but i like it that way. it keeps me occupied (that i got no time to study!).

well i think i got to get going. am tired now (SSSOOO much!) still got some gigs to go to tomorrow! :DD
good night, people!
next time again!
:)

PEACE
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LOVE

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BUSY-bee XD

2009-02-11T04:02:00.000-08:00

im really really busy right now.. and just got a bit of time to put some updates since i am also researching for our geography project.. hmm.. im really stressed right now.. i wanna give up already!! but i can't. cos it's for my future.. oh damn,what am i saying? XD

it's not only stressed or something.. it's been fun as well.. but i just really need to have time management.. so i got to do everything now. haha. til next time! :))

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whatta tiring week =/

2009-02-06T07:14:00.000-08:00

oh yea. it was really a tiring week!! phew! got no time to put on some posts so i just decided that i'll put it up if i got some free time (like weekends or holidays). and the x country was super fun:) i did really enjoy it! and those pictures! hee.. they are so CUUUTTTEEE!! :))

after we reached sch,we put all the logistics some where (p.e. store room,where else? DUH!) and then hang out a bit and went to KFC to eat our feast! ahaha. though 6 of us only went there and some just followed! but there was a suprise! IT WAS NORIZAN'S BIRTHDAY! how come we don't know it? hmf. so what we did is we sang her the birthday song! IN KFC. how fun was that? haha. hmm.. what if we put on the birthdates of every camp leader in the CL room? so that everyone knows it! hmm.. gotta suggest it! so it wouldn't be unfair to others. right,syazana? lol

and he's SSOOO damn cute. ahaha. *though got no idea who that is! hahha X))

goodnight people!
next time again!

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LOVE

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wassup,people? :))

2009-01-30T04:47:00.000-08:00

ahaha:)) whatta school!! kinda happy today.. i don't know why but i am.. though julaina didn't go to school,i still enjoyed the day trying to make lily laugh! wahaha >:) cos she can't.. she said she got ulcer! ahaha. that's so evil >:DD muahahhaa

i've been so lazy to put on some updates:)) and im kinda sick.. i got colds!! oh,god! i so HAAATTTEEE this!!! argh! :(( i hope i'll get well soon:DD

so gotta get some rest now! :)

PEACE
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LOVE

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holiday's over!!

2009-01-27T07:56:00.000-08:00

yeah that's right! i forgot to put some updates on my blog yesterday! how stupid is that? lol x)) but it's ok anyway.. because i was busy doing all my homeworks.. haha:)) it was such a great holiday! and here comes school again:) but i told myself that i'll take it easy as much as possible.. 'cause 2 days (saturday nd sunday) isn't really enough for me.. for who is it enough,by the way?! ahahax))

so,it is already 12.00am. yea,sharp:)) woohoo:PP and im still awake.. cos i just finished my english homework. haiiz. well,nothing really happend today. nothing much important. but last night have:D lol he msg me!! yay! i thought he already forgot me! oh,how bad is that!! he wouldn't dare. if he did,huh,gonna hate him SOOOO much >:))

so that will be all for tonight. hope i'll have the time to post some updates tomrrw:)
so,gudnite earth-beings! (oh,what the hell is that word?! darn.)
sweet dreams!
don't let the bed bugs bite:DD

PEACE
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LOVE

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chinese new year!

2009-01-25T06:34:00.000-08:00

oh,so it's chinese new year!! glad that it's a holiday.. take some break from school!! :D

i wasn't able to post some blog yesterday coz im out. we went to suntec to buy my new handphone! coz my other handphone was already spoiled! (DUH? obviously! :]]) it's a sony ericsson T700.. it's red and black.. oh how cool is that? i so LOVE it:)) it's my new babe,i guess! ahaha:))

that will be for now i guess.. cos im already sleepy.. still need to wake up quite early tomorrow for some cleaning up :P

'til next time! :D

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LOVE

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so good to be happy:D

2009-01-22T04:09:00.000-08:00

sorry guys i wasn't able to post yesterday coz i was really tired!! i reached home around 7.00pm i think.. 'coz me and julaina helped Mr.Ryan to do something for the cross-country thingy:P it was a really a happy day though! :D

today(22 Jan 09) was same as yesterday,as well! i was so 'sotong' today! especially during maths! ahaha:)) some of my classmates knew why.. and julaina really laughed like hell to what i said! :DD it was so fun today!! i hope it's always like that! :)) got choir today and well,i believed that we really did a good job! haha. tomorrow will be the celebration of the Chinese New Year.. so,we don't have school on Monday and on Tuesday! yay!! :DD what a long weekend!! now i can catch up with my maths!! :]]

gonna do my home works first and I'll be back tomorrow! :))
have a good night guys! :)

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LOVE

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im really getting tired now:((

2009-01-20T04:14:00.000-08:00

yea, the tiltle says it all! im really getting tired now.. not just in my studies but also getting tired thinking of him! yea i know it sounds so stupid,but that what IS happening to me! if he could just see and feel it. sometimes i wanted to ask him on why he is so blind! why he is so dumb! argh! i am so frustated!! :'(( sometimes im regretting that my sis introduced him to me,i didn't know it that would hurt so much.. so much that i can't concentrate on my studies! really,NOT AT ALL,NOT EVEN ANY IDEA ON WHAT'S MY TEACHER IS TALKING ABOUT! :(( how bad is that,huh?! it is really,really bad! :((

anyway,after a VERY long day,im still kinda happy 'cause there is still somebody who can make me smile or laugh. ok,that really sound so corny! :)) but it's totally true! oh,how i love my friends! :D thanks so much to them!! if it isn't for them,i won't know where will i be now! probably,in the midst of depression.. oh i hate going back to my old self! that is SOOOOO na-a-ah! :D i should stay positive! everything is meant for a reason! (OMG! where the hell did i get this things from?! from my teacher? well,i guess im not really that blurr! :]])

gotta get going.. need to do quite a lot of work tonight! :)) have a good night,people! :))

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its been hell of a day! :))

2009-01-19T03:33:00.000-08:00

hiya,people! sups? :D i really really wanna post something that made me so happy through out of the day.

ehem,ehem!! it's actually because of JULAINA! since this morning she's been really really crazy! :)) except for some other days as well! :D she told me that she forgot to get her house key from me!! thanks to her bro,he's inside the house julaina went home! :)) during english,she's asking us about where she's gonna write her notes for Maths and then physics,huh, SMS time!! lols x)) well actually that's only me but she started it first! damn.during literature,i was so sleepy!! my eyes were really already closing and julaina as well,IF im not wrong:)) and then here's BIOLOGY! haha.. i really fell asleep maybe for about 1min or so.. then i told julaina "OH MY GOD! I FELL ASLEEP WHILE REVISING!!" and she keep on laughing until at the end of the bio quiz:))

soon after we've done our physics practical,we went down to the staff room to meet mr.mark for the geography thing but he wasn't there.. and there are some guys (from sec5,i think) who give food which we doesn't know why/what for/where did they get it.. we just ask for some and eat all of those:)) YUM YUM!! haha:)) after eating,went home but she followed me because she's getting her keys.. after that she went home and i went to my own way after that! :))

its been really a fun day.. its always like that and im glad that because of enjoying myself at school,im starting to forget him already:)) yay! can't wait to totally forget all about him! but i know i can't 'cause he's my friend! :((

anyway,there's no time for being sad!! because im just really gonna waste my damn time for nothing! better use it for revision:D nyahaha:)) yea,yea.. IM STUDYING:D

and im gonna study and do my home works now! 'til next time!! :))

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a new BLOG.

2009-01-18T02:56:00.000-08:00

a new blog:)) my 3rd or 4th one already! hahaha.. decided to make another one cause i was having problems with the others:)) hopefully u can re-link me:)) I'll try my best to update this blog every now and then 'cause I'm really busy in my studies right now! :$ i don't have much time to sit down in front of the computer! :))

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